Amanda’s blog ^^

today is my lovely uncle’s birthday. Happy Birthday! hope u love the present we prepared and the card from me & Jun.. sheng ri kuai le~

today no mood la. Sien~ @ home doing nth, waste time only. See, Amanda must hv thing to do de mar.. or else : waste time jor..  2molo exam - English in Social Science. got 2 parts, comprehension and graph analyzing. really duno wat to read lo.. all i need to know is a lot of English words which useful in part B.. ya~

today a’B vry busy. he must b so so so tired le.. take care ah! and traffic jam ah, a’B gotta take late dinner.. e huai ni le.. nex time prepare nice food for u ^^*shy & i’ll b meeting u 2molo la! deng dai - ing…

this few months memang no time for on9 chatting.. and now wat i worry is Stage Drama.. (…) wu yan. Jiayou la~

dun wan write jor la. nth to write. chaoz

這樣深的夜下過雨的街
連星光就要熄滅 你赴的是什麼樣的約
原無意說這些只是對你還有感覺
以為一切殘缺都能用愛解決
可是我除了愛你沒有別的憑藉
話由真心才說得如此直接
也許是夜色讓人不知膽怯

有了我你是否什麼都不缺 心再野也知道該拒絕
有什麼心結難解竟然你離不開這一切
只是你身在誘惑的街 只是你身在沉淪的午夜
血裡的狂野對真實與幻覺已無分別

這樣深的夜下過雨的街
連星光就要熄滅 你赴的是什麼樣的約
原無意說這些只是對你還有感覺
以為一切殘缺都能用愛解決
可是我除了愛你沒有別的憑藉
話由真心才說得如此直接
也許是夜色讓人不知膽怯

有了我你是否什麼都不缺 心再野也知道該拒絕
有什麼心結難解竟然你離不開這一切
只是你身在誘惑的街 只是你身在沉淪的午夜
血裡的狂野對真實與幻覺已無分別

所以你也無從察覺情由何時冷卻
你從來不了解心痛有多麼強烈
如今若要我為愛妥協我寧願它幻滅

thanks to all my darling frens celebrate my birthday! love u all so much! *Muacks muacks!

Here is it….
6 Nov -
Went to sunway pyramid with my student ^^ We chat, we drink, we eat, we shop… spending time together almost the whole day… 8pm reach selayang, hv dinner @ her hse… then stays ther chit chat…  simple and happy day with her… my hok sang ^^

7 Nov -
Had lunch with Tina @ jayaone Secret Recipe. 12-1pm… we enjoy our lunch and hv our girl’s talk =) a cup of drink + a Pie, enough adi… Honey, u r always so tina.. haha nvr change la.. stil so hiau le. haha! No la No la, kidding.. miss all those moment with u~ Next date, Coffee Bean k?
Night time went to Feeling Cafe with my secondary school frens… thanks for the cake, the dinner and a gift from Ming Lee.. i was so surprise of the cake and songs from u all and the 2 singer @ Feeling cafe.. thank you!

8 Nov -
saturday is my busy day… omg, i din attend to cls, overslept -.- then go for ballet cls, busy busy…after tat drama practice @ pj. There after celebrate birthday with my Babe, Wendy~ went to KL Lecka Lecka… enjoy ice cream, photo snapping and chatting… after tat supper @ Ss2. haha!
Babe and Adrian, thanks for the gift! i had a great night with both of u!

9 Nov -
this day is a Sunday.. had breakfast with family @ campbell road~ dad’s love, Mee rebus. haha. After that spending whole day with Jun at Pavillion..  watched Madagascar 2 and 007. owh, i slept in the cinema and the movie on screen d time is 007. Paiseh la XP … then dinner at the Garden - YUZU where my fren Alex work there! Alex is my primary school fren.. hehe. Alex, thanks for the dessert and special drinks! appreciate it alot..
Jun, thanks for the planning and the gift… i had a great day with u!

10 Nov -
MY DAY! 10.11.1988 ~ Hehe… Once woke up, i receive so many sms from fren.. their birthday wish to me.. thanks my fren! thank you so much! then 12pm got cls at uni… i din listen to the lecturer. busy reply sms to my frens ^^ so bad. Then 2pm after cls, celebrating b’day.. from PY5! my Lovely clsmates!! the November’s, all together we celebrate. KEr Li (7 Nov); Cherry (9 Nov); Amanda (10 Nov) & Poh Leng (22 Nov). Happy birthday to us! enjoy the oreo cheesecake much.. Love PY5, love u all..~ i receive Gift from PY5, is a breacelet, a cell phone accessory from pang & wah and a necklace for wai.. Darling frens, thank you so much so much….!!
Then i have lunch with Sarah @ KLCC. plan to go Bakerzine, our place, but.. close down jor! >These are my celebration.. i’m so happy.. thank you so much so much to all of u! all the Sms, the Mms, friendster Comments, msn wishes, Calls, Gifts and Celebration are so specially from u all… i love it so much, appreciate it so much.  i’ll keep all the Memories of those moments. The happiness i felt deeply from the bottom of my heart. Thanks again my darling frens..thanks! i Love u all!  frens forever!

november lo. assignment month, birthday month, sweet month.

i did something wrong to a’B. i’m so sorry. nvr think so much tat moment. omg.

mood changed. promise wil handle things more properly.

(assignment on track). next post coming.

Year 2 Sem 3 jor lo… abit rush le… @ the same time abit blur on assignment thing lo. hope can get clearer direction from leader…

frens come frens go. gotta appreciate every moment with all my dear frens! miss those happy moments =)
today went interview for internship. abit late jor. hope can get their reply soon. hehe~

huh. i addicted to shopping jor. feel so relax and enjoy spending money la. haha >Deepavali season now. many ppl going for holiday. me too. going port dickson. hee ^^ enjoy enjoy. snap snap photo again! shuang!

FYP proposal gotta done by thurs. fri hand in. OMG, mana cukup masa. cont’ search journal lo. tata evry1. Love ya~

现在看着连续剧。戏里饰演爸爸的那位秦沛啦！其实一向来我都很欣赏他的哦！就觉得他不但样子和外表很像我亲爱的爸爸之外，连每次拍戏里的感觉啊，他本人的个性啊，真的，很有feel呃…总之见到他就像见到我爸爸！嘻嘻~ 爸爸，我爱你^^

作一位好爸爸很不容易…要做工赚钱养家啦，要照顾家人啊。最重要的是安排时间！就是分好好责任哦~ passion in work & love in family。爸爸8点就起身和妈妈一起去巴杀，9点之前到公司做工，12点多1点lunch，4点多tea time，然后7/8点放工~ 过后……晚上9点还有做工的……到10点多才真正休息neh！爸爸辛苦了>.< 还好现在晚上那轮由哥哥来handle，爸爸能休息了^^

家人都做工了，剩我在念书啊，要加油加油！爸爸一个人赚钱而以，供我读书+负值家里一切的开销，还有公司的开销leh…员工的月薪，买货的那些钱…觉得啊，爸爸很厉害！还有还有，成功的男人背后都有个女人，就是我妈妈啦！爸爸专心工作赚钱，妈妈花心思主持家！而我就……出街出到乱，忙东忙西没停过。还有就只会花钱咯>< 虽然有教教补习赚一点点钱，还是不够吧…paiseh~ 所以现在开始要努力打好base，以后工作可以赚多点钱，给他们过超senang的日子咯~

以前啊，爸爸从租的一间小房，开始自己的事业，一把火，一把小刀，一片蜡和简单+便宜的仪器做出一副副的假牙…之后和妈妈结婚，在家有个工作室，然后再买了shoplot，有间正式的公司啦！一步一步地爬，日熬夜熬做工，存下血汗钱，带幸福给家…想回以前， 还记得爸爸半夜在做工的背影…爸爸辛苦了…还有，妈妈就很早很早起身，做早餐给我们三个”豆丁”…妈妈也辛苦了！

家里leh就从旧旧的厨房〉全新的厨房；全风扇〉全冷气。家里的电器和家私越来越进步，越来越摩登。爸爸付出的努力可没有白费~交通呢就从爸爸的摩托便成了以前的旧车〉nissan〉proton waja〉vios 然后再有一辆kelisa给我和姐姐…

有时候爸爸就是有着那幅严肃的样子，冷漠的感觉。其实啊，内心不知多么的关心我们。我考试啊，他从来没问的…其实比我自己还要紧张~知道啦，我考试就不睡觉，他担心我的咖啡起不了作用，我爱睡啊，没精神作考…而且这样驾车回家又很危险leh~我懂，我都懂。可是如果不拼，怕怕辜负他辛苦赚钱供我读书的钱…我还打算要念Master，想出国，这样的话我更加要读好书啦！加油

爸爸的威力很大的哦！记得有一次他的一句话，让我哭了一整天。还有一次呢就因为他的一句话，让我感觉超温馨，开心了一整天~虽然我们俩没有谈天的，一天里都不懂有没有讲超过10句话，但他在我心中永远都占着最大最大的位子！
我的家《黄家》…
黄德山+萧莉枚=黄文雁 ~！我咯 ~！暂时的我没爱情，没关系！我有很深厚的家情！哈哈哈哈！爸爸…我的爸爸…^^ Love u！

today is 31st aug 2008 lo.. Merdeka~!

yesterday went look out point yamcha with frens, can see fireworks from far…haha

evrywhere also many ppl lerr… go where also the same.

i receive a call yesterday night. it is actually a fool on me la. they’re just playing and unfortunately i b their victim oni. i feels hurt lo. Hmm, cz u dun treat me as fren jiu suan lo, dun play me lo..  u all r good frens i know, but not good lo always play ppl.. ur life might just so good been arrange tat u r nvr get to feel wat i feel, but think of others feeling lo..

at home now. bored. no mood. parents went out. bro went out. sister went out.

critical time la now. uni exam, ballet exam, internship and so on.

where r u ??

this semester involve in Soo0ooo many events… and now, finally, i sick le!! cant attend to Famine 30 T.T  so sad la!!!

fashion night ok la, now gotta annoy about the ticket thing lo…huh!!

i realise i’m out of the track d…PY5, other friends… family and much more……. my problem ma? eh… duno how to settle…. =(

只想写写东西。

今天又去看铁打咯！这一次包扎一双脚！刺激咯…9月考试啊！怕怕~~ 加油咯！

今天听了很多很多首歌。都是从youtube，找那些astro talent quest的来听，也有听听微琪（Vicky）唱的歌。很好听啊~同时也联想感情事，回忆啊…huh~

也蛮的空一下，看看friendster，发觉有位朋友，他和他女朋友分手了！我还很祝福他们的，因为男的帅，女的美，而且一起蛮旧了啊，也很配啊，一下分手了，可惜~ 或许之中有什么故事，我不懂啦，毕竟和他不是很熟，没过问…

其实“我爱你”这3个字很不容易讲。朋友告诉我“爱是需要时间培养。一段恋爱永远是从喜欢开始，过后慢慢演变成爱”
我相信哦。感觉是骗不了人的，更加骗不了自己。

最近不懂是不是太得空，往往想回以前的事情。甜蜜的回忆。感到很幸福…加上看youtube啊，有一个video的爱情故事，简直和我上一段感情蛮像的，不小心哭了。哈哈！笨哦~

还真的很想念2006年的日子…当时的我很瘦的leH！哈哈！还有和Sarah一起的日子啊，像双娃娃似的，感情很好嘛！我的好朋友~！当时也有蛮稳的感情啦…现在当然分了咯。哈哈，算了吧~ just keep as memory lo~

想回：Teddy, 手链（不见了T.T），睡觉，笑容，拍照，小老鼠，楼梯，家，乐园，海，鱼，合照，电话，分手。 笨！

现在，只想什么都不理。但又不可以。哎哟，很Moody leh这几天，buat apa 0o… Nah, 不是monthly thing啊…哈哈！

下星期2，舞台剧练习！11月表演哦！记得捧场！下星期5，Fashion Night ~ 6.30pm @ PD011… 要来看吗？不错的！要票找我哦！

很想看表演…the Nutcracker(ballet)，High School Musical on ice（要过了lu~），FIR演唱会！哈哈~发梦也太早了。其实现在也蛮迟了hor…看来我真的要去发梦了。哈哈~ 大家，晚安啦~！

IFDB over jor!! Kampar team won RM500~!!! congratulation la~
K-Tank also nt bad ah…got into final…heheheheh!

nw leh, abit pekcek of Fashion Night lo…so rush leh…then drama performance also leh…duno how erh /_\

Ballet exam la…so scare 0o.. doesn’t really prepared for it… Jiayou ba!!

Next WEd and Thurs, Outing days!! Hahahahahha!! after tat Jiu Y2S2 final exam de lerr… sei lo…

so many things to think and to settle… no time-Nya~~